iamrealslimshady

Sometimes I wish I had a gun so I could blow my brains out Now what would that accomplish you ask? Well I would be killing  instead of driving bullets into the chest of people What is so wrong with killing me I don't care anymore I'm done. OK I'm OK I'm just going through one of that there's heart breaks and I'm feeling a little disappointed in myself and I want to die because I had evey chance and I blew it Haha haha  yeah I know I suck but whatever I'll live no  skin off my ass hahaha but...... I just wish ...... someone would have told me that loving someone would hurt like this I just don't know what to do I'm fine I'll be there for hi

Sometimes I wonder if everything that happens really is supposed to happen the way it's put up to be. I often wonder why things turned out the way it is the way they are, the way they should be. Sometimes I stay awake at night wondering why everything that happened today happened and then I just realized that everything happens for a reason. But what reason is there for you to make me stay up all night wondering about certain things we used to be very close but now I really think about you be at I can't get you off my mind my heart is in a cage is left open but somehow it always seems to be fluttering back with empty news. To its cage that's

fly in spite of the rain with waves of 3 without anything I scream your name without any wonder why I'm doing so with passion and C and mix them with the words ice cream help me along with the name please somebody get me out of this place I'm tired of it all better kill me rest my soul

I am so tired of my sadness being drenched in the lovely world of reality I can't seem to xscape my inner soul from spreading its wings into going under never flying above my love and hate seals like someone took a million knives and slowly cut down my heart with every word that has ever been spoken to me in my this loving hate spreads around my soul with darkness never to seal the warmth happiness of what is above take these blues away take this hate and throw it back to the underworld where it came from I know not what love is nor will I ever love is foreign to my vocabulary but will take no more of your pity regret nobody knows what anyone

Down by the Reeds. Down by the Reeds. Swim the sirens of Oakvale. Out to the Seas. Down by the Reeds. Down by the Reeds. Float the souls left unbroken By White Balverines. Down by the Reeds. Night-Blooming weeds Embrace those who go dancing, In sad moonlit dreams. Down by the Reeds. A twisted Path Leads To Banshee’s who breathe Out A cold winter breeze. Nobody Knows, Nobody Sees, The sirens Of Oakvale, Down by the Reeds.

Even if I try the thought of you still lingers in my mind The moment that you  feel is here Feel the moment brake upon usas two souls that intertwine I know you hate when I go off in a daze I just can't help but feel compelled to do so you light reflect on to me

i'm so tired of people thinking that love is when you get pissed because they don't like you back, or because they like her instead, or they said your just not the one for them. no that's not love. yes if they cheat on you that not love ether unless they do every thing in there power and beyond to get you back. love is not when you obsess over someone and you "love them some much you can't live with out them". love is when you have dropped every thing just to tell them that you care more about how they feel then you do, it's when you don't care if the are in love with someone else because your to warped up loveing the fuck out of them you don